Status Quo

Went to see Doc on Wednesday and he says her head is still not engaged. Hmm... seems bambino isn't as eager to come out as everyone thinks she is. Somehow, I've been getting lots of comments from people including hubby that she'll be out earlier than expected. Must be my size!

Anyway, the good thing is, placenta and level of amniotic fluid are still healthy so no need to worry.... yet! And that's the reason why I'm still at work (intend to work right up to delivery). Wouldn't want to be staying at home with a wandering mind. In any case, I won't even be sitting still at home. With my strong nesting instincts, I'd probably be climbing my kitchen countertop and vacuuming the tops of the cabinets if I could.

Had a small panic attack the other day. Was in bed and suddenly it hit me that she'd be out in only a week or 2. Before this, it was months and then weeks and now, it could be anytime!!! Am I really ready to have my life transformed?